March 2010
167 posts
I still censor myself and my happiness is always making people sad. Sometimes I really wish I could donate my life to someone who’d really put it to good use. Watch me disappear and everything will be as if I never existed at all.
Right around the corner.
vladimirkitsune:
Dimenticato
I was going to write about you but then I thought about it for a while and realized that all our memories aren’t worth sharing. I forgot what it felt like when we walked together in the cold autumn air on that early morning. What made us so compatible? I don’t see how you put up with me.
I wish you would find someone new, it’s been a long time now. I was going to call you but I...
I fear the day you will hit me with reality for I am living a sweet tasting dream. Even if you try to make it light as a feather, a new woman will appear and she will be the brick wall that wakes me up.
I am a fool for this dream.
A child is incapable of feeling love.
I am a fool.
I wonder if there will ever be a day I like myself. I am such a fool that I can’t stand it.
I can feel the blood flowing in my arms. At first I thought it was my Pokemon walker. It’s almost refreshing to know how alive I am.
Feeling lonely lately.
No other man could shake my feelings for you. But you could crush my heart with another woman.
Please Sammy, don’t fall for me. I’m sorry but I can’t be with you when my heart is elsewhere. I will be here to support you while you deal with Anna, but I can’t be the girl to hold your hand. You are so wonderful, thank you for the relaxing day. But please, don’t fall for a girl with a hand reaching elsewhere.
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I feel heart sick. Please find someone to love so I can give up.
So I can give up this foolish feeling. It’s hopeless.
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Even though I know it’s hopeless, even though I know there is no chance in heaven or hell, I can’t stop it. I won’t deny it either. But what can I do? I am such a fool.
I know things about you that you would never have imagined me knowing. I am more aware of the things you say and do than you think. I notice things that you seem to hide all the time. It is alarming to me because I have never touched you.
You are so far out of reach sometimes.
I want to see Remember Me, if it’s not too gay.
16 hours with an empty stomach.
My heart is indifferent to his feelings.
But I am craving affections from you.
Is it tears from the movie or is it because of unrequited love?
If you don't love yourself, how do you expect...
Bullshit. That’s probably one of the cruelest things I’ve heard. Opinion.
So, I hate myself. Will God just leave me? He doesn’t love me anymore? How about my mom? Dad? You? Screw it. I don’t have to love myself one bit to be able to love others. And you know what? You don’t have to love me back either. Unrequited love? Hell yes!
Ugh. That quote… it makes me...
Memories are what make me cry, but for smiles you are my reason why. (:
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It’s hard to let go of someone, isn’t it?
So many pretty girls on tumblr, I feel like starving myself. OTL
Liar
Everything is okay, everything is alright.
I just need to get some sleep tonight.
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Alone
Felt it strangling and squeezing at what’s left of my heart. Gasping for air and curling into a ball I realized that this was how it was meant to be. The anger poured onto my arms. This is how I was meant to be. What is left of my heart?
I’m not myself. Gonna wake up to jog at 4am.
Gotta find myself before someone else does.